So when I...before it was really official that i was coming out,it was a rumor that I was coming out on my show,on my sitcom.
在我 在我正式出柜以前 謠言四起 說我將在我的脫口秀和情景喜劇中出柜
and it was all over the place,and it was a big hugo,you know,topic.People were against it.People were for it.I was just, I never had that much media attention.That was really scary for me.
到處都是 對這個熱門話題議論紛紛 有人反對 也有人支持 媒體從沒有那樣關注過我 我覺得真的很可怕
And Madonna called me out of the blue.We had never met.I just all of sudden get a call.
出乎意外的是 麥當娜給我打了通電話 我們素未謀面 我就忽然接到了電話
Saying,"it's Madonna,and I just wanna say that,I'm behind you.I'm with you,I support you."
說我是麥當娜 我只想說 我支持你 我挺你到底
and you said some really amazing things that I won't share,because they were very personal.
你說了一些真的很了不起的事情 我不會在這里說的 因為這是非常私人的事
but about like holding on to this right and this right has been...
但里面有說到堅守這項權利 并且這項權利已經(jīng)
and things really do come to you,and you,one thing you said to me is things come to you when you let go,
現(xiàn)在這些事情確實來到你眼前 你會想 你告訴我說 當事情來找你麻煩時 你放手
and you don't care and need the valuation any more.Because before you come out.yeah,yeah.
并且不再理會 不再需要它們的價值 因為在你出柜前 嗯哼 嗯哼
when you're closeted,you really need people to love you.And you're so scared if you come out,
當你躲在柜子里的時候 你是非常需要有人來愛你的 你非常害怕如果你出柜了
no one will love you any more,and this business is all about people loving you,and it was hard at the time to hear that,
就沒有一個人會再愛你了 這個行業(yè)完全是靠觀眾的喜愛吃飯的 所以在那時候是很難接受的
because I thought I want people to love me,but you also sent me the most beautiful thing.
因為我想讓觀眾愛我 但你也給我寄來了最美的東西
I'm just gonna read part of it here because it's so amazing.
在這里我就讀一小部分 因為太激勵人心了
but this is a quote from Martha Graham,and you sent me this.
這是摘自于Martha Graham 你寄給我的是這段
there's a vitality,a life force,an energy,a quickening that is translated through you into action,
活力 生命力 能量以及復生 通過你轉(zhuǎn)化為行動
and because there is only one of you in all time.this expression is unique,and if you block it,
因為永恒的時空中 這種表現(xiàn)也會是獨一無二的 而且如果你阻攔了它
it will never exist through any other medium and will be lost,the world will not have it,
它將不會通過任何媒介存在而消失 世界將不會擁有它
it is not your business to determine how good it is,nor how valuable,nor how it compares with other expressions,and it goes on,but it's a beautiful thing,and it meant the world to me
你不必去決定它的好壞 它的價值 或者拿它同別的表現(xiàn)做對比 下面還有很多 確實是太美好了 它對于我來說非常非常重要