[00:05.04]他和她的故事
[00:10.08]July 7, Mon., clear then cloudy
[00:13.36]7月7日星期一 睛轉多云
[00:16.63]Be Yourself
[00:18.41]真我本色
[00:20.20]My mom said she doesn't want me to date until I'm older
[00:23.17]我媽媽對我說要等我長大一點她才讓我和男孩子約會,
[00:26.14]because it has caused my sister so much pain and suffering.
[00:28.91]因為戀愛令我姐姐如此痛苦,受盡折磨。
[00:31.68]But the thing is,I'm not like my older sister.
[00:34.54]可是事實是,我并不像姐姐那樣。
[00:37.40]I don't wear in modest clothes so boys will like me.
[00:40.23]我不會穿不適宜的衣服來博取男孩們的歡心.
[00:43.06]I don't put on loads of make-up so boys will like me.
[00:45.92]我也不會靠涂脂抹粉來討好他們。
[00:48.78]I can act crazy and I can be really fun to be around.
[00:51.89]我可以做瘋狂的舉動,到處玩耍.
[00:55.01]My friends and I are so crazy together!
[00:57.83]我和朋友們在一起的時候可瘋狂了!
[01:00.66]I don't want to be in a relationship now,
[01:03.13]我還不想談戀愛。
[01:05.59]when I'm in seventh grade.
[01:07.37]我現(xiàn)在還只讀七年級.
[01:09.16]Maybe in ninth grade or something,
[01:11.33]當我到九年級的時候再說吧.
[01:13.51]but it's not like I'm going to do anything bad with a boy.
[01:16.37]但這并不意味著我會和男孩子做什么壞事。
[01:19.24]I was taught not to do anything like that,
[01:21.81]我一直被教育
[01:24.38]you know,until marriage.
[01:26.42]不要在結婚前干那樣的事情.
[01:28.45]I won't do that--EVER!
[01:30.97]我不會那樣做的決不會
[01:33.49]I'm comfortable with myself now,
[01:35.81]我對現(xiàn)在的自己感到舒服.
[01:38.14]but I just needed to get this off my chest.
[01:40.46]只要不把這件事放在心上。
[01:42.78]Remember,what's always popular isn't always right,
[01:45.75]記著,一直盛行的東西不一定都是正確的.
[01:48.72]and what's right isn't always popular!
[01:51.01]正確的事情也不一定都流行
[01:53.29]Be yourself,and don't let anyone push you into anything!
[01:56.32]做你自己,不要讓任何人把任何東西強加于你
[01:59.34]February 15, Tue.
[02:08.56]2月1 5日 星期二
[02:17.77]Happy Valentine's Day
[02:19.70]快樂情人節(jié)
[02:21.62]This was the first Valentine's Day that I have really celebrated,
[02:24.95]這是我第一個真正慶祝的情人節(jié).
[02:28.28]and my boyfriend Leo made sure it was a great one.
[02:31.11]我男朋友李奧把今天變得如此美好。
[02:33.94]When I went to school,
[02:35.72]當我回到學校打開儲物柜時,
[02:37.50]there was a bear and candles and a diary in my locker,
[02:40.27]發(fā)現(xiàn)里面有玩具熊、蠟燭還有一本日記本,
[02:43.04]then he comes around the corner with another bear
[02:45.67]接著他抱著另一只熊
[02:48.30]and a dozen red and white roses!
[02:50.57]和一打紅玫瑰和白改瑰出現(xiàn)在拐角處!
[02:52.84]It was so sweet!
[02:54.96]這真是太甜蜜了!
[02:57.08]I love him so much.
[02:59.01]我太愛他了。
[03:00.94]He is such a great guy.
[03:02.95]他是如此棒的男孩。
[03:04.97]It was also our three-month anniversary.
[03:07.69]今天同樣是我們戀愛三周月的紀念曰。
[03:10.40]All together it's one of the best days I have ever had!
[03:13.37]今天是我曾度過的最姜好的一天!
[03:16.34]He makes me so happy!
[03:18.32]他讓我如此快樂!
[03:20.30]Well,it's 1:30 in the morning so I'm gonna go to bed now.
[03:23.72]哎,現(xiàn)在是凌晨一點半了,我要睡覺了。
[03:27.14]I just wanted to drop a short note to tell you all how my day was.Bye-bye!
[03:30.62]我只是想寫一小段話來記錄這美好的情人節(jié)。再見!
[03:34.09]Wed., Mar. 2, cloudy
[03:41.56]3月2日 星期三 多云
[03:49.03]Do You Feel It?
[03:50.49]你感覺到了嗎?
[03:51.95]Do you feel it when you wake up in the morning?
[03:54.02]當清晨醒來的時候,你感覺到了嗎?
[03:56.09]You take in that first cold breath of air and open your eyes,
[03:59.20]呼吸了第一口清冷的空氣,睜開了眼睛,
[04:02.32]still thinking about the dreams you had last night.
[04:04.89]仍然回味著昨夜的夢境。
[04:07.46]Then it comes over you.
[04:09.03]這個想法就會出現(xiàn)。
[04:10.60]"You are awake,alive,and the world is yours."
[04:13.78]"你是清醒的,充滿活力的,整個世界都是你的"。
[04:16.97]I'll tell you right now it feels great to wake up and feel like the sunlight
[04:20.53]我現(xiàn)在將告訴你,醒著并感覺到日光
[04:24.10]is burning in your chest.
[04:26.06]在你胸中燃燒的感覺是多么棒。
[04:28.02]That beauty surrounds you and love is in all you see.
[04:31.35]美麗圍繞著你,你的四周充滿了愛。
[04:34.68]You are invincible and immortal.
[04:36.75]你不可戰(zhàn)勝,飾超出塵世。
[04:38.82]Young and beautiful.
[04:40.75]你年輕又美麗。
[04:42.67]You have the power to do whatever you want.
[04:45.39]你有能力做任何事情。
[04:48.11]Do you feel it?
[04:49.53]你感覺了嗎?
[04:50.95]If not,then just go back to sleep.
[04:53.13]如果沒有,回去再唾一會。
[04:55.31]Just breathe.
[04:57.27]盡情呼吸吧。
[04:59.23]Fri,, Nov. 6, fine later cloudy
[05:09.65]11月6日 星期五 睛轉多云
[05:20.08]Show Your True Feelings
[05:21.95]說出你的真感受
[05:23.82]It was just a normal day of school,
[05:26.29]那只是上學的普通一天,
[05:28.75]only this really cute boy showed up.
[05:31.07]不同的是這個可愛的男孩一出現(xiàn),
[05:33.40]I fell in love with him straight away.
[05:35.83]我就馬上愛上他了。
[05:38.26]All my friends thought he was horrible.
[05:40.63]所有我的朋友都認為他很糟糕.
[05:43.01]They were teasing me real bad.
[05:45.29]她們都盡情取笑我。
[05:47.58]At the end I listened to them and started ignoring him and pulling faces.
[05:51.09]最后我也只能隨大流,不理他又向他做鬼臉。
[05:54.60]I knew it was wrong but I could not show my true feelings.
[05:57.43]我知道這樣做是不對的,但我就是不能表達出我真實的感受。
[06:00.25]Then one day when I couldn't stand hiding feelings anymore,
[06:03.28]有一天,我實在忍不住了,不想再隱藏自己的真實感受。
[06:06.30]I blurted out the whole thing in front of this boy.
[06:08.77]我沖口而出把整件事都告訴了那個男孩
[06:11.23]He looked kinda pleased and I was pleased as well.
[06:13.66]他看起來很高興,我也很開心.
[06:16.09]I should not have listened to my friends.
[06:18.27]我那時不應該聽朋友們的話的。
[06:20.45]Now four months later we are great friends and we go out frequently;
[06:24.43]現(xiàn)在四個月過去了,我們成為了好朋友.并經(jīng)常一起出去玩。
[06:28.40]My friends now have qot to know him ahd we are all friends.
[06:31.73]我的朋友們也開始了解他了,大家都成了朋友。
[06:35.06]Now I know that you should always show your true feeIings
[06:37.89]現(xiàn)在我明白了一個道理,你要表達出你的真感受
[06:40.72]even if your friends are not with you !
[06:42.93]即使會遭到朋友的反對!
[06:45.14]Sat., August 14
[06:51.43]8月1 4日 星期六
[06:57.71]My First Kiss
[06:59.33]我的初吻
[07:00.95]Attraction, it is a funny thing.
[07:03.58]吸引力真是一件奇妙的事。
[07:06.20]I claimed not to be attracted to him,
[07:08.27]我發(fā)誓不再被他吸引,
[07:10.34]and I don't think I am really,
[07:12.31]我確實是這樣想的,
[07:14.27]I just knew he wouldn't hurt me.
[07:16.09]我只知道他不會傷害我。
[07:17.90]My mom and I kinda had a quarrel last night.
[07:20.28]我和我媽昨天吵翻了,
[07:22.66]She was mad because I was sleeping when she got home from work.
[07:25.37]她因為下班回來我在睡覺而生氣。
[07:28.09]At that time I was very depressed,
[07:30.36]而我當時心情抑郁.
[07:32.63]all I wanted to do was to sleep.
[07:34.70]只想睡一會。
[07:36.77]When I finally did get out of bed and do what she wanted me to do,
[07:39.59]當我終于起床去干她吩咐我的事情時,
[07:42.42]she kept yelling at me some more.
[07:44.35]她還沖著我大叫,
[07:46.27]I was mad.
[07:47.89]我開始發(fā)火了。
[07:49.51]So finally she left.
[07:51.29]后來她走了
[07:53.08]My sister and me were alone for the night.
[07:55.36]屋里整晚只有我和姐姐。
[07:57.65]So Aric called, like he always does.
[08:00.17]艾瑞克像平常一樣打電話給我。
[08:02.69]He was kinda upset,
[08:04.31]他有點不開心,
[08:05.93]but he was being nice,trying to cheer me up,
[08:08.25]但他還是對我很好,試著說笑話來哄我開心.
[08:10.57]telling tacky,totally not funny jokes.
[08:13.04]那些笑話爛透了又不好笑。
[08:15.50]Finally he asked if he could come over.
[08:17.48]最后他問我他是否能來我家。
[08:19.46]I had to debate for a while.
[08:21.39]我進行了一陣思想斗爭。
[08:23.32]It was only 6 p.m. but I really wanted to sleep.
[08:26.00]那時只是下午六點鐘,但我確實想睡覺。
[08:28.68]Plus, I did't know if my sister wanted anyone to come over.
[08:31.36]我也不知道我姐姐會不會反對有人來。
[08:34.04]But I asked her and she didn't mind
[08:35.97]但當我問姐姐的時候,她不介意.
[08:37.90]so I said fine and he rode his bike over.
[08:40.22]我就答應了讓艾瑞克騎車過來。
[08:42.54]I don't know what wrong with me.
[08:44.47]我不知道我是怎么了,
[08:46.39]I know I was really upset,and I knew he would comfort me.
[08:49.07]我只知道我是真的,真的很不開心,我只知道他會安慰我。
[08:51.76]I was really angry with my mom.
[08:53.77]我真的很生我媽媽的氣。
[08:55.79]I wanted to cry!
[08:57.41]我想哭
[08:59.03]So like,I don't know,
[09:00.99]所以,我不知道.
[09:02.95]I let Aric hold me and I kinda feel bad about it now,
[09:05.56]我讓艾瑞克擁著我,雖然現(xiàn)在想來感覺不好.
[09:08.17]but it felt good then. OMG!
[09:10.60]但在當時確實很舒服.噢,我的天!
[09:13.03]I know it was wrong.
[09:14.60]我知道這是錯的。
[09:16.16]It felt good in a romantic way.
[09:18.29]這樣很浪漫.
[09:20.41]I should have stopped it,but I let it keep going.
[09:22.84]我應該阻止這一切發(fā)生的.但我沒有。
[09:25.27]Oh my god,I wanted to kiss him!
[09:27.31]我的天.我想吻他.
[09:29.34]This is coming from the girl who is scared to death of being touched by a guy
[09:32.42]這是一個深怕被男人用這種方式觸碰的女孩的感覺。
[09:35.50]in this sort of way.
[09:38.56]First he just kissed me on my lips,
[09:40.59]剛開始他只是吻了我的唇,
[09:42.62]like he was waking up a sleeping beauty.
[09:44.89]像吻睡美人一樣.
[09:47.16]The second time was the same but I kissed him back.
[09:49.48]第二次時也是同樣的方式,但我回吻了他。
[09:51.80]I was so giddy,because I wasn't really expecting that to happen.
[09:54.63]我是如此眩暈,因為我真的沒預料到這一切的發(fā)生。
[09:57.46]But since it had,I was so glad it went well,
[09:59.89]但既然發(fā)生了,我為事情進展順利而高興.
[10:02.32]'cause I didn't know how I would react.
[10:04.35]因為當時我不知道該作何反應。
[10:06.38]But then I tensed up.
[10:08.11]但后來我過于緊張了,
[10:09.84]I even scared him and it wasn't good.
[10:12.02]甚至嚇著了他,這是不妙之處。
[10:14.20]But anyways,I got my first kiss,14 days before I turned 19!
[10:20.06]但不管怎么說,在我19歲生目的前14天,我得到了我的初吻.