他的眉頭憤怒地糾結(jié)了片刻,然后平緩下來,他露出了知曉一切的眼神。“你沒有看清楚自己,你知道的。我承認(rèn)在那些不好的事情上你完全正確,”他陰郁地輕笑著,“可惜你沒聽到當(dāng)你第一天來到這里的時(shí)候,學(xué)校里的每一個(gè)人類男性都在想什么。”
I blinked, astonished. "I don't believe it…" I mumbled to myself.
我眨了眨眼睛,驚訝不已。“我不敢相信……”我低聲自言自語著。
"Trust me just this once — you are the opposite of ordinary."
“相信我,哪怕就這一次——你完全是平凡的反義詞。”
My embarrassment was much stronger than my pleasure at the look that came into his eyeswhen he said this. I quickly reminded him of my original argument.
我的窘迫運(yùn)甚于他說這些時(shí)的眼神給我?guī)淼挠鋹?。我趕緊提醒他我最初的論點(diǎn)。
"But I'm not saying goodbye," I pointed out.
“可我沒有說再見。”我指出來。
"Don't you see? That's what proves me right. I care the most, because if I can do it" — heshook his head, seeming to struggle with the thought — "if leaving is the right thing to do, thenI'll hurt myself to keep from hurting you, to keep you safe."
“你沒看出來嗎?這正是證明了我是對的。我的喜愛最深,因?yàn)槿绻夷茏龅?rdquo;——他搖了搖頭,似乎在和那個(gè)想法斗爭著——“如果離開是正確的做法,那我寧可傷害自己以免傷害到你,只要能確保你的安全無虞。”
I glared. "And you don't think I would do the same?"
我怒目而視:“而你不認(rèn)為我能做到同樣的事?”
"You'd never have to make the choice."
“你永遠(yuǎn)都不必作出這樣的選擇。”
Abruptly, his unpredictable mood shifted again; a mischievous, devastating smile rearrangedhis features. "Of course, keeping you safe is beginning to feel like a full-time occupation thatrequires my constant presence."
突然,他喜怒無常的情緒又變了。一個(gè)頑劣的,譏諷的笑容重又出現(xiàn)在他臉上。“當(dāng)然,確保你的安全無虞正在變成一件全時(shí)制的工作,需要我永不間斷地守在你身旁。”
"No one has tried to do away with me today," I reminded him, grateful for the lighter subject. Ididn't want him to talk about goodbyes anymore. If I had to, I supposed I could purposefullyput myself in danger to keep him close… I banished that thought before his quick eyes read iton my face. That idea would definitely get me in trouble.
“今天可沒人想要干掉我。”我提醒著他,很高興能夠轉(zhuǎn)到一個(gè)相對輕松的話題。我不想讓他再談到任何關(guān)于別離的問題了。如果我非得這樣做的話,我猜想我會(huì)刻意讓自己處于險(xiǎn)境之中,好讓他靠近我……在他敏銳的眼睛從我臉上看出這個(gè)念頭以前,我把它趕出了腦海。這個(gè)想法顯然會(huì)給我?guī)砺闊┑摹?/p>