The year began softly. The weather in Southern China was warm and so were the students. The unexpected events of the year to come began to unfold, much too soon to become only an innocent treasured memory. Something precious should be held tight and not let it go. It was to be a year of surprises and a year of love. The Chinese have an expression for it, “Yuan fen”. A westerner would only question why and how. With your permission let us share the experience together.
這一年悄然開(kāi)始了。在中國(guó)的南方，氣候溫暖宜人，學(xué)生們熱情有加。來(lái)年中那些意想不到的事情開(kāi)始展現(xiàn)出來(lái)，很快，又會(huì)變成清純美好的回憶。應(yīng)當(dāng)把握真情，不言放棄。那是一年的驚喜，一年的愛(ài)意。對(duì)此，漢語(yǔ)里有個(gè)說(shuō)法叫做“緣分”。西方人可能只會(huì)問(wèn)為什么，怎么了。要是你愿意的話，那么就請(qǐng)與我一起來(lái)分享這段經(jīng)歷吧。
He sat at the front of the classroom looking anxious but attentive. In those first few days, his eyes bright with anticipation(期望) sought approval from me, his teacher. He claims now that he understood very little content in the lessons of the first few weeks. However, he successfully managed to give the appropriate illusion(假象,錯(cuò)覺(jué)) of understanding well. He made me laugh and his peering was also delighted in his sense of humor. He dressed with attention to detail, and his neat appearance, whether in jeans or current fashion, was distinct, a cool guy! There was always something enchanting(使迷惑) in his smile, he was charming and handsome and he knew it! Moreover, he was a gentleman. His eyes revealed so much when they crinkled(起皺) with laughter, the mask removed, or conversely remained inscrutable(難以理解的,神秘的) like still pools of liquid chocolate, containing only a hint of belief.
他坐在教室的前面，看起來(lái)有些焦急憂(yōu)慮，但很專(zhuān)心。最初的那幾天，他那明亮的眼睛里，充滿(mǎn)了得到我這個(gè)老師認(rèn)同的渴望?，F(xiàn)在，他承認(rèn)，對(duì)于頭幾個(gè)星期的課程，他幾乎沒(méi)聽(tīng)懂。然而，他卻設(shè)法裝成了理解得差不多的樣子。我禁不住感到好笑，他那很有幽默感的凝視也顯露出高興的樣子。他的穿著很注意細(xì)節(jié)，外表整潔，不管是牛仔褲還是時(shí)裝都別具一格，簡(jiǎn)直酷極了。他的微笑總是那么迷人。他英俊瀟灑，討人喜歡，他自己也深知這一點(diǎn)。而且，他也是紳士。他有時(shí)瞇著眼笑的時(shí)候，就拋掉了所有的掩飾，有時(shí)又故作神秘，像一杯平靜的熱巧克力，叫價(jià)難以捉摸。不管怎樣，他的眼睛都流露出他的紳士風(fēng)范。
他第一次寫(xiě)作業(yè)，就表露出他喜歡我，并希望我們成為朋友，“非常好的朋友”。那時(shí)，我們都沒(méi)想到這個(gè)預(yù)言最終會(huì)變成現(xiàn)實(shí)。我只在心里笑了笑。那是表露我毫不知情的幾次笑聲中的第一次。從此，他出現(xiàn)在我的課堂和我的生活里。
His first writing assignment revealed the fact that he liked me and that he hoped we could be friends, “very good friends”. At that time neither of us suspected just how true that prophecy(預(yù)言) would eventually become. Inwardly, I just laughed. This was the first of several laughs that showed how little I understood. His presence permeated(散布,彌漫) my classroom and my world.
About a month later our lives began to intertwine(相互纏繞) and the delicately woven pattern of our lives began to become more intricate(錯(cuò)綜復(fù)雜) in the coming year. Relationships occur on many levels. Layer upon layer must separate in order for us to speak of inner feelings. It is up to the individual to analyze the variety of feelings at each level.
大約一個(gè)月后，我們的交往變得密切起來(lái)。這種精心培植的生活模式，在新的一年中變得更加微妙。關(guān)系涉及到諸多層次，只有把各個(gè)層次分開(kāi)，我們才能說(shuō)出內(nèi)心感受。我們必須按各自的觀點(diǎn)去分析在每個(gè)層次的不同感受。
As time passed, we shared our viewpoints and feelings through conversation while chatting(聊天) over tea and coffee, arousing the emotion deep in our hearts.One day flowed smoothly into another. Familiar experience for me proved to be exciting and stimulating for him. Western festival celebrations like Halloween(萬(wàn)圣節(jié)前夕), Christmas and Valentine’s Day(情人節(jié)) provided an avenue to celebrate together, to share warmth and good times. Traveling to new places introduce me to an enticing(迷人的) new world.
隨著時(shí)間的流逝，我們快樂(lè)地在一起交談，一邊品茶、飲咖啡，一邊聊天，述說(shuō)自己的觀點(diǎn)和感受，在我們內(nèi)心深處涌動(dòng)著熱烈的情誼。不知不覺(jué)中，日子一天一天地過(guò)去了。我所熟悉的那些感覺(jué)竟然也使他興奮、激動(dòng)。像萬(wàn)圣節(jié)前夕、圣誕節(jié)和情人節(jié)這些西方的喜慶節(jié)日，為我們提供了在一起慶祝的機(jī)會(huì)，共享溫馨美好的時(shí)光。我們還到一些新的地方旅游，把我?guī)胍粋€(gè)迷人的新世界。
Every day there was laughter and underlying cares that carried both of us along to some degree of happiness. We learned together English and learned about life that year. Strangely the gap in our ages did not create any barrier for our friendship, he young and vital, and I was feeling young again. He offered his assistance, whenever I needed it. He offered his company for comfort, when death visited my door. What did he drive from this agenda, but a few paltry(不足取的,無(wú)價(jià)值的) words in a foreign language? May be it was all worthwhile, maybe it will open a window wide and provide a pass port to a new world for his future.
每天的笑聲和深情的關(guān)懷，使我們總是生活在幸福之中。這一年，我們一起學(xué)習(xí)英語(yǔ)，也學(xué)習(xí)如何生活。很奇怪，我們的年齡代溝沒(méi)有給我們的友誼帶來(lái)一點(diǎn)障礙。他年輕，充滿(mǎn)活力。我也感覺(jué)自己年輕了。
無(wú)論我何時(shí)需要，他都能提供幫助。當(dāng)死神光顧我的時(shí)候，他陪伴我，給我安慰。從這些事情中，他得到了什么呢?僅僅為了幾個(gè)微不足道的外語(yǔ)單詞?也許那就足夠了，或許會(huì)為他的將來(lái)打開(kāi)一扇窗戶(hù)，為他提供一種通往一個(gè)新世界的手段。
Time continues to slip by as a rushing river. You no longer inhabit(居住于) my daily world, only my memory. From a distance your voice informs me that you are continuing to learn, you are growing. Some days you are happy, others not quite so much.
時(shí)間像奔流的江水，不停地逝去。你不再出現(xiàn)在我每天的世界里，只留在了我的記憶中。 從你遠(yuǎn)方傳來(lái)的聲音里，我知道了你在繼續(xù)學(xué)習(xí)，不斷成長(zhǎng)，有時(shí)快樂(lè)，有時(shí)也并不如意。
However, here around me, there is nothing, only a ghost-like figure, waving from your window and a familiar waft(飄來(lái)) of fragrance(芳香) as I stand alongside your newly occupied desk. There is nothing and yet there is everything. My mind remains idle, with only fragments of images drifting in and out. I can no longer be absolutely certain whether this was only a dream.
然而現(xiàn)在，我身邊空無(wú)一物，只有一個(gè)夢(mèng)幻般的身影從你的窗戶(hù)里翩然而至，還有那每當(dāng)我站在你的新課桌旁時(shí)那熟悉的氣息。一無(wú)所有，但又擁有一切。我頭腦空空如也，進(jìn)進(jìn)出出的都是那些映像的片斷。我再也無(wú)法肯定這是否只是一場(chǎng)夢(mèng)幻。
We no longer occupy the same space, but I remind myself that we still occupy the same world. When we chance to meet, hands reach out; hearts embrace, and once again confirm the same magic feeling. Such friendships come rarely in a lifetime. Thereby, I feel blessed(幸福的) and lucky.
我們不再擁有同一片空間，但我清楚，我們依然擁有同一個(gè)世界。倘若還有機(jī)會(huì)相遇，我們會(huì)伸出雙手，真心擁抱，再次重溫這奇妙的感覺(jué)。真誠(chéng)友誼，終生難求。對(duì)此，我覺(jué)得很幸福，很幸運(yùn)。
