人生不設(shè)限·永遠(yuǎn)改變我生命的南非之旅

經(jīng)過(guò)了一段長(zhǎng)途飛行，我們抵達(dá)南非，接待的人如約在機(jī)場(chǎng)等我們。不知為什么，我一直認(rèn)為約翰·品格應(yīng)該有點(diǎn)年紀(jì)，或許不是我父母那個(gè)年齡，但總該有三十幾歲吧。

When we arrived in South Africa after a long flight, our host was waiting for us at the airport as promised, but for some reason I'd pictured John Pingo to be an older man, maybe not as old as my parents but at least in his thirties.

但是那年他才19歲，比當(dāng)時(shí)的我還年輕一歲!

He was nineteen years old! That was a year younger than I was at the time.

“哦，這次來(lái)南非或許真的不是什么好主意……”在機(jī)場(chǎng)見(jiàn)到約翰時(shí)，我心里這么想。

Maybe this wasn't such a good idea, I thought when we met at the airport.

幸好，后來(lái)證明約翰是個(gè)非常成熟且能干的小伙子，他讓我看見(jiàn)更多貧困和有需要的人，那是我以前未曾見(jiàn)過(guò)的。約翰告訴我，看到我的影片時(shí)，他深受感動(dòng)，但我發(fā)現(xiàn)他的故事更教人動(dòng)容，他的奉獻(xiàn)和信心讓我折服。

Fortunately, John proved to be a very mature and capable bloke, who opened my eyes to more poverty and need than I'd ever witnessed. He told me how he had been inspired by my life story when he saw my video, but I came to realize that his story was every bit as compelling, and his dedication to his faith humbled me.

約翰成長(zhǎng)于南非南部奧蘭治自由邦的某個(gè)農(nóng)場(chǎng)，以前混過(guò)一陣子，不過(guò)后來(lái)成為一個(gè)充滿(mǎn)熱忱的基督徒，現(xiàn)在經(jīng)營(yíng)了一家小型貨運(yùn)公司。他感謝上帝改變了他的生命，并為他的人生帶來(lái)祝福。

He grew up on a livestock farm in the Republic of the Orange Free State in southern South Africa. He'd run with a bad crowd earlier in life, but he'd become an avid Christian and was now the owner of a small trucking company. He was grateful to God for helping him change his life and for blessing him.

約翰決心邀請(qǐng)我到他的國(guó)家演講，主題是信心與激勵(lì)。為此，他把車(chē)賣(mài)掉，以籌錢(qián)舉辦這次巡回教會(huì)、學(xué)校、孤兒院和監(jiān)獄的演講之旅。然后，他借來(lái)他阿姨的藍(lán)色休旅車(chē)，載著我往返開(kāi)普敦、普雷多利亞、約翰內(nèi)斯堡等各個(gè)演講地點(diǎn)。

John was so determined to have me speak words of faith and inspiration around his country that he'd sold his own car to raise enough money for our tour of churches, schools, orphanages, and prisons. Then he'd borrowed his aunt's blue van to haul me to speaking engagements in Cape Town, Pretoria, Johannesburg, and all points in between.

這次演講之旅的行程真是瘋狂，我們每天只能睡四到五個(gè)小時(shí)。然而，這次旅行所認(rèn)識(shí)的人、去過(guò)的地方、經(jīng)歷的事情，永遠(yuǎn)改變了我的人生。到南非演講讓我明白，我這輩子想要做的，就是到世界各地去分享充滿(mǎn)鼓勵(lì)與信心的信息。

It was a crazy schedule, and we often went with just four or five hours of sleep each day. But this trip introduced me to people, places, and things that changed my life forever. It helped me realize what I wanted to do with the rest of my life: to share my message of encouragement and faith around the globe.

亞倫和我認(rèn)為，我們?cè)诎拇罄麃嗛L(zhǎng)大，又在加州住過(guò)一小段時(shí)間，也算見(jiàn)識(shí)過(guò)壞人，不過(guò)這次的南非行才真的讓我們大開(kāi)眼界，覺(jué)得以前的見(jiàn)聞?wù)媸切嚎?。抵達(dá)南非后，我們開(kāi)車(chē)離開(kāi)機(jī)場(chǎng)，在經(jīng)過(guò)約翰內(nèi)斯堡時(shí)，亞倫和我就有了深切的體會(huì)。在某個(gè)十字路口，亞倫望向窗外，看見(jiàn)一個(gè)嚇?biāo)廊说母媸九疲捍蚪賲^(qū)。

Aaron and I thought we'd seen a bit growing up in Australia and living for a short time in California. But on this trip we realized we were babes in these woods. That realization really sank in when we left the airport and were driving through Johannesburg. Aaron looked out his window at an intersection and saw a sign that terrified him: "Smash and Grab Area."

亞倫看著我們的司機(jī)，問(wèn)道：“約翰，那個(gè)牌子是什么意思?”

Aaron looked at our driver. "John, what does that sign mean?"

“哦，它的意思是，在這一區(qū)，有人會(huì)打破你的車(chē)窗，搶走你的東西，然后逃跑。”約翰回答。

"Oh, that means this is an area where they will smash your car windows, grab your things out of the car, and run off," said John.

我們鎖上車(chē)門(mén)，開(kāi)始密切注意四周狀況。看見(jiàn)那附近的住家都被高聳的水泥墻圍住，墻上還有銳利的尖刺時(shí)，我們就更擔(dān)心了。頭幾天認(rèn)識(shí)的人之中，就有好幾個(gè)提到被襲擊、被搶劫的經(jīng)驗(yàn)。不過(guò)，后來(lái)我們發(fā)現(xiàn)南非并沒(méi)有比其他某些貧窮、犯罪率高的地方更危險(xiǎn)。

We locked the doors and began scanning all around us. We noted that many people lived in homes surrounded by high concrete walls with barbed-wire fencing at the top. Several people we met in the first couple days told of being mugged or robbed, but eventually we found that South Africa was no more dangerous than many other regions where poverty and crime are concerns.

事實(shí)上，亞倫和我都愛(ài)上南非，愛(ài)上那里的人。盡管這個(gè)國(guó)家問(wèn)題很多，我們卻發(fā)現(xiàn)南非人總是充滿(mǎn)希望與喜樂(lè)。我們從未見(jiàn)過(guò)那么深切的貧困和絕望，卻也沒(méi)看過(guò)那么莫名的喜樂(lè)和堅(jiān)定的信心。

In fact, Aaron and I both fell in love with South Africa and its people. Despite all this nation's problems, we found South Africans to be wonderful, filled with hope and joy despite their circum-stances. We'd never seen such depths of poverty and despair, nor such inexplicable joy and unyielding faith, as we found there.

孤兒院的狀況讓人揪心，卻也很激勵(lì)人。我們?nèi)サ钠渲幸患夜聝涸簩?zhuān)門(mén)收容被遺棄在垃圾桶或公園長(zhǎng)椅上的小孩，大部分的孩子都生著病或營(yíng)養(yǎng)不良。因?yàn)槟切┕聝鹤屛覀兩钍苷饎?dòng)，第二天，我們又帶著比薩、飲料、玩具、足球和其他禮物去了一次，結(jié)果那些東西讓小朋友們高興得要命。

The orphanages were both heart-wrenching and inspiring. We visited one orphanage dedicated to rescuing abandoned children who had been left in trash cans and on park benches. Most of them were sick and suffering from malnutrition. They affected us so much that we returned the next day with pizza, soft drinks, toys, soccer balls, and other simple gifts. The children were ecstatic about them.

此外，我們還看到感染了噬肉菌，身上有開(kāi)放性傷口的孩子，看到罹患艾滋病而垂死的孩童和成人，也看到每天四處找食物和干凈飲用水的家庭。近距離地看到這些狀況，聞到疾病與死亡的氣息在極度痛苦的人身旁縈繞著，體會(huì)到我能做的就是為他們禱告，以安慰他們，這些都是讓我深受啟發(fā)的經(jīng)驗(yàn)。

But we also saw children with open wounds from fl esh-eating bacteria, children and adults dying of AIDS, and families living day to day in search of food and clean water to drink. To see that up close, to smell the sickness and death hovering over human beings in agony, and to know that all I could do was pray over them to comfort them, was such an eye-opening experience.

我之前從未見(jiàn)過(guò)那樣的貧困與苦難，比起我所承受的，那些狀況糟多了。相較之下，我的人生真是養(yǎng)尊處優(yōu)。于是，我陷入了兩種彼此沖突的感覺(jué)中，其一是深刻的同情，讓我想要采取行動(dòng)、盡我所能去救助每一個(gè)人;另一種感覺(jué)則是憤怒，對(duì)于世上居然有如此苦難覺(jué)得非常生氣，而且這樣的狀況似乎改變不了。

I had never seen such poverty and suffering. It was so much worse than anything I've ever endured, and it made my life seem pampered by comparison. I was overwhelmed with conflicting feelings: compassion that made me want to leap into action and save everyone I could, and anger at the existence of such suffering and its seeming unchangeability.

爸爸經(jīng)常提到他在塞爾維亞的童年，晚餐只有一塊面包、一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)水和糖。他的父親——我的祖父——是位理發(fā)師，在一家國(guó)有的理發(fā)店工作，但是當(dāng)他拒絕加入政黨時(shí)，就被趕了出來(lái)。政黨經(jīng)常對(duì)他施壓，所以他也很難經(jīng)營(yíng)自己的店。祖父因?yàn)樾叛龅年P(guān)系，不能攜帶武器，所以全家人一年必須搬一兩次家，免得祖父被征召入伍。后來(lái)他罹患肺結(jié)核，沒(méi)辦法再當(dāng)理發(fā)師，祖母為了撫養(yǎng)六個(gè)孩子，便去當(dāng)裁縫師，在南非近距離觀(guān)察到貧窮與饑餓之后，父親家族的苦難奮斗對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)有了全新的意義。

Our father often spoke of his childhood in Serbia, having only a piece of bread and a little water and sugar for dinner at night. His father, my grandfather, had been a barber by trade. He had worked in a government salon, but when he refused to join the Communist Party, he was forced out. It was difficult for him to operate his own shop because of constant pressure from the Communists. The family had to move once or twice a year so that my grandfather, whose faith prohibited him from bearing arms, could avoid being drafted into the military. When he contracted tuberculosis and could no longer work at his trade, my grandmother had to support their six children with work as a seamstress.

現(xiàn)在，我親眼見(jiàn)過(guò)垂死母親眼中的痛苦，聽(tīng)到她們的孩子因?yàn)轲囸I所發(fā)出的哀鳴。我們?nèi)ヌ皆L(fǎng)貧民窟，看到那里的許多家庭棲身于比儲(chǔ)藏室大不了多少的狹小錫板屋里，用報(bào)紙隔間，沒(méi)有自來(lái)水。

My father's stories of his family's struggles carried new meaning for me after I witnessed poverty and hunger up close in South Africa; now I'd seen anguish in the eyes of dying mothers and heard their children screaming because of their aching, empty stomachs. We visited slums where families lived in tiny tin sheds no bigger than storage rooms, with newspapers for insulation and no running water.

我還去一座監(jiān)獄演講，來(lái)聽(tīng)講的囚犯擠滿(mǎn)了小教堂和外頭的庭院。我們得知許多囚犯正在等待審判，其中不少人欠了錢(qián)就被逮捕，因?yàn)樗麄兦峰X(qián)的對(duì)象是有能力讓他們吃牢飯的人。我們就碰到一個(gè)囚犯，他因?yàn)榍啡?00美元，而被判刑10年。那一天是由囚犯?jìng)儷I(xiàn)唱詩(shī)歌，他們的歌聲帶著讓人驚嘆的喜樂(lè)，飛揚(yáng)在這孤絕之地。

I spoke at a prison where the inmates filled the chapel and a courtyard outside it. We learned that many of the prisoners were still awaiting trial and that the only crime of many was to owe money to someone with the power to have them arrested. We met one prisoner who'd been sentenced to serve ten years because he owed $200. That day the prisoners sang for us, and their voices soared with amazing joy in such a desolate place.